Today,
I realized that I dont know if I want God. I know I need Him, I know He is there, I know that He is good and glorious, and most importantly Real.
And I realized also that God-wants-me. I know He loves me, I know that He wants me, and that all He is doing, He is doing for me.
But I have to decide if I-want-Him. And that's going to be very difficult. I know what the answer should be, and I know what I want it to be, but I'm not going to give myself the Sunday School answer here. So, I'll probably be doing a lot of blogging from here on out, so for those of you who read this, I hope you'll be along for the ride.
Now, to go buy Sex God by Rob Bell and maybe Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller in hopes that these books will help.