Most emotional day of my life as of yet.

I cried a lot today.
and to all who saw me tonight at the old mill, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to come an emotional wreck, it just happend. and to all of you who kept asking me if i was alright, thank you, and i am. It ment a lot everytime someone asked me.
This time is so emotional for me b/c i was so connected to white knoll highschool, not the spirit of the school, the physical school itself. I have four years of memeories there, and even more so in the orchestra/art room and the theater. Those places have been my home away from home for the past four years, and i'll never get to experience them like i have for the past four years, again.
I'll also not see many ppl on a regular basis and that makes me so sad. i've grown to love and cherish so many people there, and i now realize how close i've allowed myself to get to these people with out knowing it. I've unconsiously let walls down that i didn't even know i had up, and let ppl and memories and places in and now its like i'm getting ripped open and seeing all of this love and emotion for the first time.
I'm not scared to move on, not at all, i just wish that i could honestly say that my relationship with these people won't change. but it will, they'll grow up in to beautiful men and women, and i'll grow and strech and eventually go away to far off places to spread God's love and Word. These are all very good things, but they still impact me emotionally.
Tonight i have: had my last orchestra concert, Cried, done laundry, cried, betrayed God, made up with an old friend who i've missed SO much, listened to one of my most talented friends accompanied with my bestfriend and a good friend on cello and guitar and harmonica and banjo and viola, not in that order really, and lastly made up with God.
This is why i've been an emotional wreck.
I love you all, I'll miss most of you, and Thank you all SO much for being there for me.
God Bless all of you,
Love.
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