Saturday, November 17, 2007

Will we ever stay up for the sunrise?


So,..... over a week with out seeing you for more than 20 minutes. i don't like this at all. and it really shouldn't be a big deal, i mean, its just like 10 days or what ever, but by the time i do see you it'll have been 14. with one little break at tiyos. and I miss you a lot, and i realize that i can't have you all the time, i know i have to share,.....with like 800 other people. aaaaand i also realize that you can't help a lot of it, neither can I. Yet, it still sucks. I have to go home early from columbia when i'm there b/c of school, and you don't have a car and can't drive, so you can't come see me, and you have a boyfriend, and i have a job. I just really miss you, and you'd think i'd be use to it by now, but i'm not. I don't think i ever will be. If/when you do leave, i will still not get use to it. But i'd rather have it this way. I have a lot of things i need to tell you, but i wont put them out on the blogosphere for everyone to read. I'll right you a sappy note, a thanksgiving one?? it'll be a new experience, haha.

Why i decided to write an entire blog about this...iiiiii don't know. but i did, and i love you, and i miss you, and come home (my home) and drink coffee until 5:30 in the morning b/c we can never stay up for the sunrise.

1 comment:

Courtney said...

babycakes, lets spend some time together on wednesday.