and you know..that's not fair at all.
When am i going to stop having dreams about him. He was in my mind before he was in my life, I had dreams about him before i met him....It's not fair. These are the best dreams, and they are the ones that make me sick when i wake up. The most beautiful nightmares i'll ever have. Lord, God, Father...help, i realize that it is because of my own disobedience that this happens, but i need help. It scares me that this can happen at a time when i can't fight back,...i can't even pray. I fall asleep feeling protected and wake up feeling wounded in batte. It screws with my head..all morning i keep going back to that dream...and it breaks my heart....it breaks my heart everytime. but it's a heart filled with desires that aren't His.
I need an out...i need a big red flashing EXIT sign.
and yeah...it was in the rain...so, so not fair.
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Dear God you tell us that you whisper to us in our sleep, so we know full well that your presence is with us while we sleep. Lord we ask that you surround Denton's mind, and spirit while he sleeps and that you send ministering angels to guard around him while he rests. Help him to learn to rest and sleep in your presence where there is full safety. God give him the courage to let go of the things still keeping him tied to his past and set him FULLY FREE from these things. We thank you that YOU ARE and always will be ENOUGH!
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