I screwed up really bad tonight. i mean, i think this is one of the most extreme screw ups of my life thus far. I'm not gonna explain this at all, but i just need prayer and help and, um....just support b/c i don't know if i've ever known this kind of guilt. And i can't blame anyone but me, i mean others could have stopped me, but it wouldn't have ment anything to me. I was just on a snowball i guess and this was the end of this hill. This was the part where i crashed and melted and have yet to pick myself up. i'm a puddle, and nothing more, and right now, i don't really deserve to be anything more. Pray for me, a lot, pray for my mental health, and for my will and that God will give me strength and let me forgive myself, b/c i know He's already forgiven me, He's awesome like that. And that is the ONLY reason i'm not like...playing in traffic right now.
Help me, please.
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praying. praying. praying.
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