Well there's a millian other girls who do it just like you

Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
You can not be serious! Will you ever grow up? All of us have put a hundred more painful things behind us, we've moved past things even when it hurt because we knew we had to, that if we didn't we'd keep on making supid mistakes and our lives wouldn't amount to half of what they could, you're the only one who has yet to really do this. You can't say no, well fine, i get that. So why do you keep putting yourself into situations where you would need to. It's not really that hard to not communicate with people you know.
And why don't you think about what you doing these things does to the people who love you? I have 6 frantic messages from 2:30 in the morning from two people who where scared to death for you. They love you enough to try to get you not to do it, but you just argue with them and let that trash talk down to them. If she really does stop being your friend, no one could blame her.
And i'll be the one you and everyone else expects to be there for you when he breaks your heart again or you get in to some huge fight again. He's ruin enough of your life already hasn't he?
I'll be there, of course, b/c i'll never stop loving you and i'll never stop being your best friend, but my respect for you is slipping. I'm not going to fight you on this, and don't try to defend yourself or explain your actions, because we both know it'll just be bull shit and wont mean a thing.
I'm hurt because you lied by omision, and mad because you made a stupid decission last night that could have potentially caused a lot of people a lot of greif, just so you could have some fun, and i'm disappointed in you because you know this is wrong, you know better on several levels and i thought you had the backbone to deal with this. i was wrong.