and no one in her right mind would make my home her home.
So, i found out somethings on sunday. I have a problem with loneliness, as in, i don't deal with it well. I freak and take everything out of context. (look at the last post, now ignore that one and look at the one before it.)
Second, I am not alone in my loneliness. I'm not the only one who is up at 1:30 looking at facebook going...why don't i have any wall post?
Third, I've lost my feeling of community at the Shack. The shack hasn't lost it's sense of community, just me. i feel like an outsider sometimes. Can i also say that this is purely caused by the fact that i hate that i don't live in columbia. I feel as though i'm removed from the comunity of Columbia and Shack. But, i have let all of this take me a direction of "getting over it" and realized that i'm A) not alone and B) not ACTUALLY removed from the Shack community.
good yeah?
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hey boy. i love you very much. though my neglect towards your phone calls this weekend probably dont prove it..
im not avoiding you promise. just i think i was normally sleepingish when you called or actually didnt have my phone on me.
try again sometime? and oh right.. lunch that we never had. give me dates your free and ill give you dates i have potential of having money. and that will come true.
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