God teaches.

I've just started learning that God teaches me things, He does not give me them. I ask for patience, and He goes..."okay denton, lets teach it to you" and He puts really really slow car infront of me on the road and waits for me to freak out, ask for patience again, and then go..oh..i should calm down...until when cars go slow, i have minimal freak out and a very quick calm. This....He tells me,...is patience. and I go...Thank you. This is the relationship i've had with him this summer. It's amazing. I think I blogged about asking God to "break me" earlier this summer. well I've been asking Him to do that a lot. like almost everyday. and i didn't really realize what i was asking until sunday night. and then it was like...oooh, so that's why i've gone through so much the past two months. I was literally asking for it. I've learn so much patience this summer, and so much...just...to rely on God in all situations. To be selfless and concious. I've learned what freedom really is and what the Blood really bought us. and how to use that to my advantage. It's amazing. I grow to know God more and more everyday and eachday it amazes me.
I think i'm ready now. :]
God Bless,
Love.
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