hm...

I may or may not be being called back into music, i don't know how i feel about this, and i don't know why i'm thinking of this right now when everything else in my life is spinning out of control.
maybe this is my mind, or soul, or just God telling me that i need a release and this is as good as one as any. i mean, it's better than self-mutilation. Not that i had thought about that or anything, no no no, that's not for me, and shouldn't be for anyone, but let's not get off topic. Maybe my mind and soul need a release of a creative kind and art just isn't coming to me right now, and i'm getting tired of listening to music, so maybe this means i should make my own??? curious-er and curious-er...i don't think i spelled that correctly. In my mind i've babbled all of this, i have know clue wheather or not it's going to be read that way though. Weird how that works right?
Have a good day all! and remember, essence comes before existence!
God Bless,
Love.
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