OH LORD!

How i have missed you, You never left me, but i felt disconnected for nothing but a day, and it left me wanting. Who are You, that my heart cries for you the minute it feels that it is without you. I don't know what this means, but i do know that my heart aches, my soul aches, when i am not abiding in you. I guess i'm growing, i guess i'm learning more about this life called being a Christian. This Love that has my chest feeling ready to burst, that makes my bones hurt and my soul want to do all that You need and want it to do. You will never leave me, and i will never be with out You. I feel like screaming for You God. I have already screamed for you once today. You're making me into a crazy person.