Of a deluge of passers by.
I saw one gaze frozen in time
Watching me passing by.
I swear I'll know your face in the crowd,
And I'll hear your voice aloud
When you're whispering...
I feel like life is crowding in. I swear i can't breathe and my sanity is thin. Life can't stay this busy, i'll break. It's like this fog or smoke, that is closing in and trying to sufficate me. This has happend before, i just have to wait for God to pierce the smog. It'll happen, He always comes through. but i just feel so disconected. Like, i'm here, and God is there. I think it's b/c i've spent a lot of time with my family. my brother and his girlfriend aren't religous at all, mom and dad are "christians" they believe and pray, but never go to church or even talk about God, and jessica's sister is jewish...i have NO support in the way of my walk with these people. It makes me feel lost. I'm in a storm of disbelief. I just have to pray that our Lord will calm it. Please, pray for me too.
God, please, let me hear your voice.
Jesus, I'm ready to come home.
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2 comments:
Denton,
Lets try to get together this week.
Maybe breakfast or something.
I'm praying for you bud.
love you,
Ben
Dang, we are very similar on multiple levels, good sir.
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