Is this what they call closure?

So, after much debate, and worry, and fighting and crying and messing around and laughing and kissing and smoking....Here We Are. I think this is the first time in my life i have really felt "closure" i don't know what that is suppose to mean, but for me it means not having to worry about hurting your feelings, not being bitter and passive agressive towards eachother, supporting eachother, protecting eachother, and not being jealous. All the things we've been trying for. "Don't stop calling, because you're the reason i love losing sleep...."

Shack on the Rocks,....Shock on the Racks,....Sock on the Rhacks,...SOR,...most anticipated trip of my year so far. I hope i don't blow it, and by that i mean, i hope i use the time i have to my advantage. Maybe God and I can build our realationship up some more, that would be exciting. The fact that courtney isn't going is more than a little bit stupid. but its all cool, it'll work out for the best, i'm sure of it.:)

The wired bean is gonna be fine, This whole thing has been so covered in prayer it's rediculous, but if anyone feels the need to leave, please do so, we wouldn't want to hold you back from the rest of your life.

Love,

Denton