God, i feel like outside of those amazing shack trips i take, our relationship is you yelling at me until i have a break down (recently at my work in the back when no one is here). I know i was having trouble giving stuff over to you, which has never been a problem until this winter, but it's so hard now. Have i become prideful? Oh, Lord, how did i ever gather together enough self-esteem to become someone who carries pride? Lord, break me. Break me of this, break me of my pride and my stuborness and my fear and my insecurities. Send me through whatever trials neccessary, i cannot keep my heart from you Lord, nor do i want to. I cannnot hide, so i will not try. Break me, piece by piece, until all that is left, is a heart wanting of you and a wispered prayer of thanks on my lips.
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i love you so incredibly much.
he'll take care of you more than you can imagine.
we all know how hard it is to just give everythng to him. to trust him with things you dont even know about yet. but its a huge step. im so glad youre taking it.
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