Dear God,
I feel like i'm going insane for you. Like, i had quiet time and we talked, and i'm a little behind on my day in general, but it doesn't seem important. then i came back inside and lost my crap entirely. There was music that was christian, but kinda pop-indie-blah...and i completley flipped and started jumping around and dancing and yelling and praising You. I've never felt the impossiblity of losing you or hidding from you more than i do now. What does this mean?
I feel different. Does it have anything to do with the anniversery today? aaahhhhh i want to scream my love for you, but that wouldn't be enought. I want to cry out with the trees and rocks and animals and all the others who believe in you at once. I want every follower of Christ to just scream at the top of their lungs, their love for you, at the same time. What an awesome sound that would be. Don't let me ever be sane again, if sane is what i was before this day.
Love, Denton
The benjamin gate-good music, i need to look them up.
So a year ago today, God told me (told me is used loosly) that i had to make a choice. so i did, i had a break down in my shower at like 11 at night, and Gave my homosexuality to God. And for a year i have abstained from dating or becoming emotionally/romantically involved with another male. I've slipped up physically, but emotionally, my heart has remained His. Thank you God.
This is amazing.
i feel lost in the peace He is giving me.
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i love you, brother. it is very awesome reading your blog.
I wish He would help me as much as He's helped you.
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